It’s been quite a while since my last post. It’s been a busy, if somewhat difficult, time. Lindy’s had lots of activities – parties, picnics, and GRADUATION! That was a wonderful day. We had family in and had a nice lunch after graduation. Everyone was happy and proud. There weren’t any tears at our house! This was one of those days I wanted to live to see, and I did it. Not on my own, of course, but only with the help of God. I was so thankful for all your prayers because without them, I never would have made it to this special day. Thank you so much.
Since my last post, I’ve been able to get some chemo. I’ve had my belly drained a couple of times. And dialysis continues. I’ve felt pretty good some days and awful on other days. My last blood work looked great, and the most recent CA19-9 has dropped to 8600+. Unfortunately, I’ve developed some jaundice, and due to the fact that I’ve been practically unable to eat anything, I’ve lost ten pounds in the last week. Dr. Reddy is very concerned, as am I. But I think that relieving some of the pressure off my belly will help me regain my appetite. At least I hope so. Dr. Reddy seems to think that I will not last much longer if I continue to decline like this, and of course, he’s right. Nobody can last long if they can’t eat.
I’ve always known, since I was diagnosed a little over three years ago, that things could turn bad and head south pretty quick. I don’t know if that’s what’s happening now, but I feel like we need to plan like it is and hope for better. We’ve had to tell Lindy that it’s best for her not to go to Rome later this month for Frog Camp. We are all so disappointed about it, but it would be difficult for her to get home quickly if she needed to. I hope with all my heart that she can go to Rome someday, but now is not the time. We’ll do our best to make it up to her. She’s disappointed and sad, of course, but she is a strong girl and responded to the news in appropriate fashion – she went shopping! Hopefully, she will still be able to go to Georgia for Young Life camp in July – it’s much easier to get her back home from there if needed.
I’ll try to post more often. Jim says people are always asking about me, and I know it would be helpful as far as updating everyone if I posted more, so I’ll try to. The main thing right now is that I need your prayers. More than ever. I love you all so much, and I pray everyday for the Lord to bless you. Please pray for Jim and Lindy, too, and my family. And each other. Thank you.
It was so good to see a new post tonight. You have to know that you and Jim and Lindy have our most fervent prayers. Love Miriam
Beverly, Congratulations to Lindy, you and Jim on Lindy’s graduation. I know how proud you and Jim are of her.
Also, thank you for continuing to keep us updated and to be part of your world. Your ability to share your inner most thoughts helps all of us that love and care about you appreciate what a beautiful gift life is. Please take comfort in knowing how much we all love you and continute to pray for you, Lindy and Jim. Cheryl
Dear Beverly – I check for new posts daily, and was happy to see an update today. Despite the fact that things seem quite rough right now, I continue to be encouraged by your amazing faith, and strength, and LOVE for your family, your life, and our GOD. I hope you are able to feel strengthened by the outpouring of prayers being offered for you from so many people – you are such an inspirational and strong woman, and SO very loved!! Holding you, and Jim, and Lindy close in prayer….Love, Lindsey
Beverly, it is wonderful to know that God answered our prayers for you to celebrate Lindy’s graduation. I am so delighted to hear it was a day filled with joy for the Larson family! My prayers will now turn from asking God that you be able to enjoy Lindy’s graduation, to strength for your “awful” days as you described. I have lit the candle in ongoing prayer for you, Beverly, and feel certain that Our Mother of Perpetual Help is praying with us; let us all draw on her and Christ’s deep love for you! Please know, too, that to pray for you is to pray for your family. With love!
I love you.
Emilie Allsup
You are continuously in our prayers. Believe it or not, God has used your battle to touch the hearts and souls of so many around the world. Your faith and upbeat demeanor has been an inspiration and encouragement to us all. May God continue to bless you with better health, but also remind each one of us that “this old world is not our home” and inspire us to prepare for a far better world to come. We have certainly not learned our lessons yet, so we will ask God to let you continue teaching us for a long time to come. May He comfort you, Jim, and Lindy, as well as all of us who care about you.
Howard
Beverly you have to be one of the bravest, strongest, couragous women I have had the opportunity to know. You have shown me that when things seem to really get us down, that there is still good to strive for. I’m so proud that you had the joy of watching your daughter graduate. What a special day. I pray for you and your family in that you will regain your appetite and the lbs will come back and your pain will be eased.
Katie Wolf
I love you, I think and pray for you always. You’re one of my heros . . . you know that. You are an inspiration to us all. Bob
Beverly, I was thinking of you that Saturday of graduation and thanking God that by His grace, and your determination and positive attitude through your challenges, you were able to celebrate with Lindy. You admire you so much, and I look up to you for your courage and example of faithfulness that you have been to all of us. I continue to pray for you every day. I love you and have been so blessed to be able to work with you and have you for a friend. I wish I could give you some pounds or appetite, but I will do what I can—-pray.
Susan
Beverely,
I pray for you everyday. You are one of God’s angels on earth!
Love you and will continue to pray for a miracle.
Mary
So glad to see a post. You, Jim and Lindy are in our thoughts and prayers always. We love you guys.
Danny and Mary Laura
Beverly,
You are such an inspiration. That seems to be the same theme from everybody. What a gift you are to all who know you!
I am praying for you and your whole family. Not a day goes by when I am not. God’s blessings to your precious family. Love, Mary
Beverly,
I’ve been somewhat disconnected to the blog world of late, but I want you to know that I continue to pray for you and your precious husband and daughter. You continue to encourage us all. Much love to you-
Cindy